I don't wanna be an ADULT

    Being an adult!.. when I was young, well actually I m still young.. let’s say when I was a kid ( I’m 18 if you’re curious ). Every child dream is to grow up be an adult be free do what he want buy whatever he want.. well that was a lie wasn’t it.. i guess it’s the opposite of that.. I’m not saying I am an adult I’m still an 18 freshman girl in college far away from work domaine, but seeing people after college most of them still doesn’t know what they want to do with their life just doing what they've been told to do or let’s say the main reason which is money, right! .. I mean that’s the reason everyone 99% are working to earn money and live their life. That’s what you want right?.. NO!,, Waking up every morning going to this job 5 days a week or even 7/7 to earn money at the end of the
month and then again the same thing over and over again, Are you really free? is that what you really dreamed of when you were a kid. Now all you want to do is go back to being a kid that he thought he wasn’t free, why? because he didn’t have money for himself to buy whatever he want even though he did have what he needed, and thinking that he didn’t have enough time to play or do whatever he wanted even though you did, SO! we human are crazy like really crazy and interesting and fascinating. I’m not writing this for all people cause their is a lot out there doing what they love and I’m not saying that money isn’t essential because it is, but all I am saying is chose something that you are happy with, waking up knowing that you heading to something you love, and i m not saying its easy cause i know its not, last year when i was in senior year of high school I didn’t know what major I want, I was gonna chose english cause that’s the only subject that I am good at, and then my mind gave me another choice which is law cause I always been happy helping others so why not law but then i stumbled on psychology major and i fell in love I mean its all about people from behaviour to studies of the mind and I was like hell yeah, but then people came saying that this major isn’t a good work domaine especially in our country (Morocco) and to be honest I felt down and i didn’t like hearing that from people who are close, if they were stranger ones I won’t give a damn, I didn’t know what to chose from my three major English, law, Psychology and sometimes I would cry because deep down I know what major I wanted and one day i was going to chose Law but then I said fuck it I’m going to chose PSYCHOLOGY and I fucking did (sorry for the bad words) and I know it looks ridiculous but it was important to me because like i said before, I don’t want to wake up and going to a job that I don’t like, and yeah and now I’m really happy with my choice and i thank god everyday for making that choice and that’s why I don’t want people regretting what they didn’t do that’s all, and years from now when you become a old man, woman with white hair not saying white hair is bad its awesome , but just seating on a chair thinking about what you did and what you didn’t can make you either happy or sad , so you wanna be free, do what you love if wanna chose history, english, geography I don’t know, even if you don’t wanna go to college I mean ,YOU DO YOU, don’t care about others  :)

Why i named this little text, story, article, random thing, I don’t know “ I don’t wanna be an ADULT ” I did’t mean it literally, I just don’t wanna be an adult in the concept of our society, I wanna be an adult in the concept which i MYSELF made as a kid .. :)